on a mindful sunny day

on a mindful sunny day while walking by your side

i had thought about this day of many sunsets

while the dark deep clouds saw straight into my eyes

i had still wanted to stay there till the rain

i was still waiting there for the next rain

while i fell, crashed and fainted in the field of the humble golden crops

and here i am waking up in the third floor of an ignorant hasty city

and here i am visiting the countryside like hippies, taking pictures of the abysmal self

and here i am

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