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Hometown



I wonder how my town was before i was born
I wonder how does is feel now to touch 
Does the rays of sunlight turn and hide beneath the fallen dry leaves
The window parts its lips to gulp the evening sun
Is the red notebook lying there under the brick
My shoes my bicycle and my poems buried in peace under a sheet of aspiration 
Aspiration which brought me here where i am
Where i aspire again to be at the roots of what i was
The moment of love that smells like eternity is not all
The truth is that the moment will pass in a moment
Life is what you live lifelong after that moment
Somebody sends pictures of a native town
I recognize it i recognize that i dont live in me anymore

24th March 2018

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